With this mix, I chose to summon a different kind of nostalgia. A nostalgia for something that have yet to experience, but feel like I have. Anemoia is the word for it. In Portuguese, the word is saudade. The feeling of a vague, and constant desire for something that does not, and probably cannot exist, for something other than the present, a turning towards the past or towards the future; not an active discontent or poignant melancholy, but a dreamy, and intangible wistfulness.
Category: …In The Blender
Spirit of the Dawn: Spring 2022 Mix
I have this, and this isn’t a mouth full of the names of odd flowers I’ve grown in secret. I know none of these by name but have this garden now, and pastel somethings bloom near the others and others. I have this trowel, these overalls, this…
Our Last Autumn In Love: Autumn 2021 Mix
“Chant D’Automne” by Paul Verlaine The long lamentsOf autumn’s violinsWound my heartWith a monotone fatigue. All suffocatingAnd pale, whenThe hour chimes,I rememberThe old daysAnd I cry; And I goWith the nasty windThat is carrying meHere and thereSimilar to theFalling leaf. Listen to Our Last Autumn In Love on Tidal
That Band Does Not Exist 